Trick or Treat: More Free Audio Short Stories

So unlike the other free audio short stories I shared with you last month, these free audio short stories are authored by none other than yours truly!

Can you taste the excitement?

Just in time for a Halloween treat, you can download four of my published short stories. And–if you can believe your luck–you don’t even have to smell my feet. How’s that for a good deal?

But wait! There’s more!

Yes, these particular short stories are narrated by one of the foremost emerging voices in America.

Mine.

I selected four of the short stories I’ve had published over the past couple of years, recorded them with my own lovely voice, and made them available on NoiseTrade

Commercial break: for those of you unfamiliar with NoiseTrade–NoiseTrade is a place to discover great musicians (and, in this case, storytellers). You can download the music (um, short stories) by either (1) paying however much you choose from $1 to $100 or (2) sharing the artist with friends via Facebook, Twitter, or email. Or some combination of both. You can also go back and tip the artist if you’ve listened and think, hey, this is good stuff–this artist needs to be paid some of my hard-earned bucks so they can keep doing what they’re doing. I’ve discovered some of my faves through NoiseTrade–Katie Herzig, Justin Caldwell, Willowfair, for example. And some old faves, like Sandra McCracken, Derek Webb, and Caedmon’s Call also have music up there.

Back to me. Because today, it’s all about me. NoiseTrade was created for musicians. Technically, I am a musician, even if I’m not using NoiseTrade for my music at this time. Potato, potato. NoiseTrade, I take your offerings and bend them according to my will.

A note about the short stories I selected:

"Ash Wednesday" (originally published in Ruminate Magazine): Sarah watches her house sink into the flames, but rather than panic, and old desire to run away takes hold.

A glimpse: "Ash slid down the sky like stars on a midnight stroll. It streaked her arms and pajamas. She turned up her face to it, licked the flakes like raindrops, rubbed them into the skin of her face like moisturizer."

"Dies Irae" (originally published in Generate Magazine): Veronica, an actress and aspiring playwright, contemplates her demise as she takes a job of web coordinator at a lawyer’s office.

A glimpse: "When I met her, I was playing a part at the Addison Water Tower Theater. My biggest gig yet. Or my biggest venue, I should say. I had exactly nine lines in four scenes in an experimental play called Going in Circles. I also had two scenes that I mimed. I painted my face white and everything."

"The Audition" (originally published in Relief Journal): Greta has one last chance at a brilliant performance that will pull her from her suburban existence into the world of "real music"–an audition for the Dallas Symphony Orchestra.

A glimpse: "The right thing to do would be to keep the car running, leave the seat belt strapped, back out of the parking spot, and go home. Make a plan, like Terry said, and settle down. Plenty of things to do, he said, like play for church orchestras or teach music in preschools. Or die in the mire of mediocrity, I added. He didn’t appreciate that comment. He’s tired of living on the fringe of my dreams. Let’s make a new life together, Terry said like life is a Carpenters’ song."  

Want to know a secret? This story was inspired by the myth of Eurydice and Orpheus.

"Matt and Marnie, Sittin’ in the Tree, or Something Like That" (originally published in Infuze Magazine): Feeling washed out and less than womanly after her husband left her for another woman, Marnie, mother of three, ventures out on her first date since junior high. This piece comes from my novel, 50 Things to Do Before I Turn 30, which won the 2008 Genesis Award in Women’s Fiction (sponsored by ACFW).

A glimpse: "To be honest, I stink at this chit-chat stuff. I never know what to say, so we mostly drive in silence. I make a few astute comments about his car, like, "So you drive a Toyota," which then infers the follow-up question, "Do you like it?" Astounding conversation, really. Should have been recorded for posterity’s sake."

So that’s that. Do you think it would help if I wrote a jingle? 

 

Psst: Free Audio Books

I came across author Joshilyn Jackson at the Calvin Festival of Faith and Writing this past spring. She made me laugh, and, dear reader, you know how much I love to laugh. (You may also remember how she inspired a private session of jocularity among fellow writers.) Then I read Gods in Alabama, and I was a goner.

So I put her most recent release, Backseat Saints (which is different from Backstreet Saints, for the record), on my book club’s fall reading list.

Why do I tell you this? Because I just found out that you can win a free copy of an audio version (read by Joshilyn herself). Click here for details.

Speaking of free audio books, my mom pointed me to this site chocked full of free audio books. And we’re talking stellar books here for both kids and adults.

What's on My Nightstand–March

It’s that time of the month again (and I don’t mean the time that makes all men retreat in fear [as they well should if it were that time]).

This month’s round-up of my nightstand.

(You know, this exercise is good for clearing out the old from my headboard.)

I read so many brilliant books this month. They deserve their own treatments, so I’ll give you hints of what is to come. Oddly, the fiction I read the past couple weeks reflect much the same question: what is home?

1. Bridge of Sighs by Richard Russo: I couldn’t drag this one out as long as I would’ve liked to. I told myself to put the book down, leave some for tomorrow, but alas. I don’t listen so well. In his epic style, Russo follows the lives of three classmates through 50 years, examining choices v. destiny. More on this later.

2. Home by Marilynne Robinson: Glory and Jack have returned to their childhood home, Glory to care for her ailing father (mixed with a good measure of retreating from lost love and disappointment), Jack to escapes his debts and a lifestyle in and out of jail. Home is not a retelling of the prodigal son; it picks up where the Bible left off. How do you knit these familial relationships together again? How do you forgive? Can love redeem? And what is the nature of home? Robinson’s characters develop through subtlety and small movements, and meaning is revealed in layers. The richness of her writing lends the sacred to the ordinary. The beauty of Robinson’s deep and
overt theological conversations is not that they set forth a particular belief
but allow the reader to work through these difficult issues with the characters
and, indeed, with the author.

3. Home Another Way by Christa Parrish: I finished this book last night. This debut novel is the story of city-girl Sarah Graham, who broke and with no where else to go, agrees to stay in a small, off-the-map (literally) mountain town for six months in order to claim her inheritance from her estranged father. While there, the story of her father unfolds, and the townspeople work their love over Sarah. 

Parrish’s style is similar to Charles Martin’s: beautiful word pictures, prose traipsing like a stream. I wouldn’t describe it as lush in the Victorian-adorned sort of way, but its beauty is more like fine dark chocolate than M&Ms. 

About half-way through, I thought I knew the end of the story. I was pleased to discover I didn’t. No spoilers here, but the ending was gorgeous and exactly what it needed to be.

Parrish structures the story around the winter and spring seasons, the inward awakening paralleling the spring awakening, and she references the Jonah story–God’s child running away and spending time in the belly repenting.

As an extra treat, Sarah is a violin player. Her interaction and relationship with music echoed my own: raw and vulnerable when alone, stilted and distant in performance. Music is a way she works through her emotions.

The only weakness was the myriad of point-of-views. It wasn’t confusing, but several of them were superfluous (including Memory’s, Maggie’s, and probably even Beth’s). Further, outside of Memory’s POV, the others didn’t have their own voice.

I must admit, I stayed up until three a.m. last night (or this morning) finishing the book. You konw the drill: one more chapter. Christa Parrish is a strong writer, and I look forward to more of her writing.

4. God in the Gallery: A Christian Embrace of Modern Art (Cultural Exegesis) by Daniel Siedell: This is one of those books that I like to read slowly, stopping every chapter (which are more like separate essays) to consider the author’s point. Currently, I’m reading the chapter about art criticism. Coming from the world of music criticism in my past life, while the specifics are different, the debates are the same.

5. Parting the Waters: Finding Beauty in Brokenness by Jeanne Damoff: I’m ashamed to say this, but I’ve been putting off reading this book for over a month (sorry, Jeanne!). I know it will be a book that will Play Doh my emotions. But this is the next book, to be started tonight, I expect.

6. The Book Thief by Marcus Zusak: This is my current audio book. I’m coming to the end of this. The POV is brilliant: the story is given through the eyes of death, a much more kind-hearted fellow than the Grim Reaper. Death retells the story of Liesel Meminger as he reads her account of it. He offers asides, such as times he encountered her in his collections or flash forwards to the deaths of a certain character. It combines an omniscient POV with limited in a new way, stealing the strengths of each. Set during WWII in a small German town, it follows Liesel and a small cast of characters: her neighbor and best friend, Rudy, her foster parents, and the Jewish refugee in her basement, Max. Not only a new story, it gives a fresh perspective on the time period. Zusak doesn’t hide from the atrocities, but neither does he exploit them, but tells the story of Liesel, one girl during this time.

While the reading on the audio book is beautifully done, I think I’d prefer to read this because of Zusak’s phrasing, which I’d like to linger over.

7. So Brave, Young and Handsome: A Novel by Leif Enger: This is up next for my local book club, and I’m looking forward to reading it.




What's on My Nightstand: February

This month went by quickly. I’m not sure I made good progress on my books. So much has been going on and eating into my reading time. Here are my selections for What’s on My Nightstand:

1.  God in the Gallery: A Christian Embrace of Modern Art (Cultural Exegesis) by Daniel Siedell: I’m loving this book. It’s written by a museum curator, which gives a good perspective of analyzing the art on its own terms first (rather than what we theologians tend to do, which is impose our theories and theologies onto it).

2.  Chasing Fireflies: A Novel of Discovery by Charles Martin: We read this for our book club this week, and though it may have been a little contrived and predictable, I loved it. The voice and prose glittered. You can read my review here.

3.  Bridge of Sighs: A Novel (Vintage Contemporaries) by Richard Russo: Yes, I’m still reading this. I told you last month that I would read it slowly, savor it, reread it if possible to hold on to it longer. I’m dismayed that I’m halfway through the book.

4.  Daisy Chain: A Novel (Defiance Texas Trilogy) by Mary DeMuth: I’m looking forward to beginning this book. I love Mary’s writing (see my thoughts on her previous novels here and here). It has a magical charm to it.

5.  The Book Thiefby Marcus Zusak: This is my current audio book. I love my audio books because I love being told a story. Also, since I only listen to them when working out and sometimes when cleaning, I get to hold on to them for a long time. I value that in books. You make friends with these characters. You’re drawn into their stories. So to put a book down is painful.

6.  Eat This Book: A Conversation in the Art of Spiritual Reading by Eugene Peterson: I’m late in the game on this one, but I’ve been wanting to read it for a while. It’s my current Solomon Summaries read. 



What's on My Nightstand–January

It’s that time again: What’s on Your Nightstand (cue game show music). The January edition. Without further ado, I give you my books:

1. Bridge of Sighs by Richard Russo: I’m trying to read it slowly. I re-read paragraphs to elongate the process. Have I mentioned I love Russo’s writing? Can I be Russo?

2. Mudhouse Sabbath by Lauren Winner: Technically, it’s not on my nightstand (which I don’t own–we have shelves in our headboard). It’s an audio book, which means I listen to it when I’m cleaning or working out (which means this book should last me a while). In the past couple of years, I’ve found beauty in ritual, and this book points out the beauty in doing something over and over again so that meaning is embedded in everything–even in using the bathroom! One of my goals: figuring out how to embed my cleaning with meaning. It’s spirituality in the everyday.

3. Beauty of God, a collection of essays on art, theology, and beauty: Yes, still. I know I’ve listed it and listed it, but I have to work through this book slowly. I read an essay, then take a week, two, maybe three to think about it.

4. Don’t Waste Your Life by John Piper: This is my current book for Solomon Summaries. (My favorite to write for SS thus far has been The Blue Parakeet by Scot McKnight, which will come out next week.)

So there you have it. I guess I could tell you the books I expect to begin reading soon, but I’ll leave those for another day.

Book Thoughts–Water for Elephants by Sarah Gruen

Do you know how difficult it is to run and cry at the same time? Good books do that do me. And this was a good book. 

Brilliant, actually.

That’s the best way to describe it. The words themselves, the characterization, the anticipation. It’s brilliant.

Water for Elephants: A Novelby Sara Gruen is the story of Jacob Jankowski at twenty-three and at ninety (or ninety-three). At twenty-three, he ran away and joined the circus after his parents were killed in an accident. He had been studying to be a vet and was all but final exams. In the circus, Jacob encounters brutality, unexpected kindness, and love. At ninety (or ninety-three), Jacob’s in a nursing home.

The story fits well with Resurrection with it’s themes of dignity, redemption, and anticipation. Twenty-three-year-old Jacob’s Resurrection scene spread the resurrection and transformation to others. The Jacob in the end of the book is different from the Jacob in the beginning, and his transformation allows him to step in and fight for others. He may not always succeed in the way he desires, but he hands resurrection to others.

It’s a story about dignity. Gruen frames the story so that you are hit by the fact that this old man, left to drool over Jello his last few years, is the twenty-three-year-old Jacob in the circus. These stories aren’t just stories. They’re stories of people we’ve forgotten about. It made me remember sitting at tea with my grandmother listening to her stories. I wish I’d written them down.

It’s about the dignity of the outcasts. In Depression-era America, especially on a circus, midgets, drunks, and the bottom-of-the-barrell working class were the outcasts. They weren’t "needed" in society. They were easily disposed of. Because of this, Jacob becomes a Christ-figure restoring the dignity of a midget and a drunk, fighting for the oppressed, both human and animal. 

Gruen’s strongest point, I think, is her ability to build anticipation. One scene captures it: Grady has (bad) news for Jacob. In waiting for Grady to spill it, Jacob notices the two drops of grease leaking from Grady’s hamburger. Brilliance in these little details. The reader (namely, me) wants to shake Grady by the shoulders and scream at him to tell already! 

It’s also about what Gruen doesn’t write, where she holds back. I think as writers, sometimes we think we have to fill in every detail. For example, in a fight scene, Gruen doesn’t give a blow-by-blow. Rather, she focuses on the confusion of the protag (Jacob), his swirling thoughts, a moment of pain here or there, his inability to stop hitting. Rather than observing the fight as you would a movie, you’re caught up in the hero. I love this.

One more thought about anticipation (an appropos theme regarding Resurrection, I think, considering the Lent season anticipating Jesus’ resurrection and the Christian life anticipating  our resurrection): I love how Gruen works back in the first scene. The first scene is a glimpse into the future. It’s why ninety (or ninety-three)-year-old Jacob hasn’t talked about his story. And when it fits back in, you feel it coming. Now it makes more sense. Now the tears flow.

I listened to this story on audio book (hence the running and crying). I’m an audio-learner (whatever the correct term is), so this method, listening to someone tell me a story, brings the story closer to my heart. 

Book Thoughts–Nobody's Fool by Richard Russo


This settled it. Richard Russo deserves all the accolades there are to give. 

I listened to Nobody’s Fool on my iPod, and I only allowed myself to listen when running (incentive), which doesn’t happen much in cold months.

Which means that Nobody’s Fool was part of my life for a long, long time.

Yesterday, I came to the end just as I was finishing my run (on a beautiful, sunny, 70-degree day, I might add). I cried. What am I going to do without Sully in my life?

Sully is a guy who hogs bad luck. He takes whatever work he can get (when he can get it), but an arthritic knee and the worker’s comp people determine to make that a difficult task. He lives in a small-town that loves him and hates him and loves to hate him and hates to love him.

Read the rest.

Book Thoughts–Digging to America by Anne Tyler

I loved this book. Two families, one your typical Caucasian (loud and opinionated), another immigrants from Iran, are thrown together when they both adopt Korean daughters. It’s a mismatch, and the Iranian grandmother, Maryam, can’t understand why her son, Sami, and his wife, Ziba, want to cultivate the relationship. They, on the other hand, can’t understand why she refuses to give up her outsider perspective. It’s a beautiful story, tied together by the daily, the mundane, even, which is what I love about Tyler (who could never be mundane).
The book is anything but maudlin, but the end touched me. There I am, walking the dog, sweaty because I had just been running (and was really walking the dog because I’ve told myself that my iPod audibles are reserved for running and walking, or else I’d never take the buds out of my ears), and just past the lawn crew at the elementary school by my house, I start crying. Not the heaving, hyperventilating bawl, but silent tears.
You get so caught up in Tyler’s characters that you don’t care what they’re doing so long as you can stay with them. Finishing the book is like saying goodbye as a friend moves away.
Another great aspect about this book is the multi-cultural element. You’ve got the Iranian emigrants and the combination of some of them more or less trying to fit in and others more or less preserving their culture. It’s the old question of fitting in: with whom are you going to choose to try to fit in? How are you going to choose your identity? [This question is of interest to me because my character, Itzel, deals with the same issue, so I especially paid attention to how Tyler revealed this.] You’ve got the different parental responses to adopting from another culture: the Caucasians trying to keep their daughter aware of her Korean roots and the Iranians not worrying about it: letting their daughter wear jeans to the party, for instance, instead of a kimono. I loved the Iranian perspective on North Americans. How does Tyler do that? How does she convince you that she’s actually Iranian? Brilliant.

Books and Running

I’ve started listening to audio books while I’m running. Let me tell you, this is one of the better decisions I’ve made. Not only do I get more “reading” in, but I’m motivated to get those sneakers on. Once I start running, I enjoy it, but getting out the door is sometimes like hacking through the thorny vines to get to Sleeping Beauty. But knowing I have a story to listen to, I have my shoes tied before you can say “on your mark.” Here’s the catch: I only let myself listen to the book while I’m running or doing a little Pilates and stretching at the end. No other time. (Okay, just one more Pilates exercise…) Over the past two weeks, I listened to Tiger Lillie. Maybe because I was into the book over a longer period of time (coupled with Lisa Samson’s amazing characterization), I am now going through Lillie withdrawal. I almost cried yesterday when the voice on my iPod said, “The end.” (And let me tell you, crying and running do not go together.)
Today I’ll start Dickens’ Bleak House. We’ll see how conducive this one is to running. But who doesn’t love Charles’ characters?