Bible.org posted an article I wrote about Israel as setting based on my recent travels. You can read the article here.
to the dance of life
Bible.org posted an article I wrote about Israel as setting based on my recent travels. You can read the article here.

One of the things I’ve come to learn about John’s Gospel is its rich literariness–the metaphors and images John employs throughout his writing.
Such as wine.
Here’s how he ends the pericope about Jesus’ death:
After this Jesus, realizing that by this time everything was completed, said (in order to fulfill the scripture), “I am thirsty!” A jar full of sour wine was there, so they put a sponge soaked in sour wine on a branch of hyssop and lifted it to his mouth. When he had received the sour wine, Jesus said, “It is completed!” Then he bowed his head and gave up his spirit.
In John, Jesus introduced himself as Messiah by turning water into wine at a wedding. This was no mistake. In the Old Testament, wine is used as a symbol of the Messianic kingdom. Wine will be found in abundance at the time of the deliverer: "The Lord who commands armies will hold a banquet for all the nations on this mountain. At this banquet there will be plenty of meat and aged wine – tender meat and choicest wine" (Isaiah 25:6) and "But those who harvest the grain will eat it, and will praise the Lord. Those who pick the grapes will drink the wine in the courts of my holy sanctuary" (Isaiah 62:9).
And now this man, the living water, the Creator who has the power to turn water into wine, thirsts. He thirsts because He has been abandoned by God. My God, my God, why have you forsaken me?…My tongue cleaves to the roof of my mouth, and God lays him in the dust of death (Psalm 22:1, 15). His thirst fulfilled scripture as the deliverer became the slave.
And they gave him sour wine, the drink reserved for slaves and soldiers.
Note: some translations call it "vinegar." Wine, as it sours, becomes vinegar. This was a cheap vinegar or sour wine given to slaves and soldiers. It was probably there for the soldiers.
Yesterday’s reading for Lent was Mark 8:1-10, and today’s continued through the end of the chapter. Jesus had been teaching for 3 days, and people had been listening. Can you imagine people stopping their lives–not even breaking for a meal–to listen to someone speak? After three days, Jesus tells the disciples to find these poor people food. He had compassion on them.
"Uh, yeah, Jesus?"
"Yes?"
The disciples look over their shoulders at the crowd. "We don’t have any food."
Jesus rolls his eyes. "Uh, yeah, disciples?"
"Yes?"
"Remember the feeding of the 5,000?’
"Oh, yeah!"
Then they get on a boat, meet some Pharisees, get back on the boat because Jesus will do something he’ll regret if he has to be around those Pharisees for one more second.
"Beware the yeast of the Pharisees," Jesus tells his disciples.
The whisper to each other. "He’s grumpy because we forgot to bring food."
Jesus smacks his forehead. How long, Father? "You guys really don’t get it, do you?"
Blank stares.
Two things strike me about this, and they strike me precisely because I’m one of these disciples:
Ouch. I spend more time dwelling on the woes-is-me that I’m too worn out to intercede on the behalf of others. And isn’t that my purpose? To spill out God’s love and goodness to those around me? I focus on why God isn’t using me the way I want to be used rather than how I can serve those God’s put into my life right now.
It just so happens that God works through me despite me. He hands me the seven loaves and even in the midst of wondering why God’s not doing such-and-such, he multiplies the bread. It’s not how I imagined it, which makes it all the more obvious that this is God working. Not me.
How many times does Jesus smack his forehead when I turn to him asking for bread? Reminds me of a song by Caedmon’s Call:
Water, water everywhere
And I complain about my thirst.
My husband and I read a prayer yesterday attributed to St. Francis. I’d like to make it my prayer these next couple of weeks:
Lord, make us instruments of your peace. Where there is hatred, let us sow love; where there is injury, pardon; where there is discord, union; where there is doubt, faith; where there is despair, hope; where there is darkness, light; where there is sadness, joy. Grant that we may not so much seek to be consoled as to console; to be understood as to understand; to be loved as to love. For it is in giving that we receive; it is in pardoning that we are pardoned; and it is in dying that we are born to eternal life. Amen.
God tested Abraham. Abraham didn’t know he was being tested. He knew only that God asked him to slaughter his son.
Do you know how many times "son" is used in Genesis 22? In the first ten verses, Moses uses "son" seven times. Things like, "God said, ‘Take your son–your only son, whom you love, Isaac–and go to the land of Moriah!’"
Questions storm my mind:
Would I? Could I? Raise my knife?
What kind of God would ask this? It’s immoral, to say the least! It’s evil.
Does Abraham trust the God of the promise over the promise itself?
Do I trust this same God of promise?
God has made me no certain promises regarding my writing. I don’t know that my books will publish. I only know that it’s my job to serve Him with my writing. But He has made me promises. Promises that He will work all for good. Promises of a peace that transcends all understanding, of a greater depth of love. Promises to finish the work He started. Promises of a glorious future with Him and with the body of Christ in a land far beyond my imagination (and have you seen my imagination?).
He’s a God of promises.
Do I trust Him?
As far as I know, God’s not asking me to give up my writing. But He is asking, "Do you trust me with it? Do you trust me over your own ability? Do you treasure Me over the writing?"
Several weeks ago, we adopted fish for our tank: Sally, Peter, and the Jets (the four clown fish that never stayed still long enough for me to figure out which one’s which). On Sunday, Sally died. We don’t know why. My husband spied her belly up next to the pirate ship.
In any good story, death preceeds resurrection. What is the reward if you don’t have to fight for it?
I doubt I’ll see Sally swimming around, especially since the shrimp have gotten to her by now. But it makes me think about my death and resurrection, not only the ultimate one, but on this particular journey.
If Abraham knew all that was in store for him, the years of pain, the fears, the fights, if he knew that someday he would have to raise his knife to his own son, would he have left his home back in chapter 12?
For those of you in the Dallas area, to keep you abreast of what’s going on:
If you enjoy books, join us for the monthly book club. We meet at Christ Church, Plano at 7:30 the third Monday of the month with the exception of March, which will be the fourth Monday.
Tomorrow night, we’ll be discussing Informed Consent by Sandra Glahn and the author will be joining us.
Email me at heatheragoodman [at] yahoo [dot] com for more information or leave a comment.
If you don’t live in the Dallas area or can’t make the meeting, join the discussion on the cyber version.
For those of you interested in finding a Bible study that incorporates theology, creativity, and social action, there’s "Follies: A Reel Look at Abraham and Sarah." This study, written by yours truly, uses story structure and movie terms to take an authentic look at the lives of Abraham and Sarah. It will meet for six weeks on Tuesday evenings from February 5 through March 11 at Christ Church in Plano (Room 4211 in the Archgate building). The group will serve together on a small outreach project as part of the learning process. Participants will also be invited to express what they are learning through the lives of Abraham and Sarah in a creative project.
Again, email me (heatheragoodma [at] yahoo [dot] com) if you’re interested!
21:1 Jesus looked up and saw the rich putting their gifts into the offering box. 21:2 He also saw a poor widow put in two small copper coins. 21:3 He said, “I tell you the truth, this poor widow has put in more than all of them. 21:4 For they all offered their gifts out of their wealth. But she, out of her poverty, put in everything she had to live on.”
Luke 21:1-4, NET
Has the potter no right to make from the same lump of clay one vessel for special use and another for ordinary use? (Romans 9:21)
What if I’m Pharaoh? Or Esau? Okay, so I know that those examples are bad because I know that I’m a child of God. But what if I’m ordinary?
What if I’m not Esther or Ruth or even Rahab? What if my "for such a time as this" comes down to doing the laundry on a regular basis (and believe me, this is not such a time for that).
Free will and predestination are tricky things. My dad explained it to me this way: there are two ropes hanging from a ceiling. One is free will. The other is predestination. On the other side of the ceiling, they are connected by pulleys and levers. We don’t know how. We have to use both ropes to get to the ceiling. Let go of one rope, and you fall. If you look in Exodus, sometimes it says that God hardened Pharaoh’s heart. Sometimes it says that Pharaoh hardened his heart. Other times it just says that his heart was hardened. But however it happened, God used it for His glory.
Here’s the thing, though. I want to think I’m special. Or at least, I want to think that God has a special purpose for me, some shining moment. I want to think that He’s going to use me through published books. But what if He’s not going to? What if my purpose is–gasp–ordinary? I don’t want to be the pot that goes to the well everyday for water. I want to be the pot painted with muses and set at the king’s table.
But that may not be the case.
I may be ordinary.
And after all, it was the ordinary vats that held the water that was turned to wine. And it was an ordinary jug that filled and refilled with oil for the poor widow at Elijah’s word.
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on the fringe of my dreams--short stories by Heather A. Goodman
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