The Master's Artist: Lifus Interruptus

So, yes, I’ve been silent these past two weeks. I raised my voice briefly–very briefly–over at The Master’s Artist to comment on my lifus interruptus.

And now I go back to my monkish Internet existence for the rest of the week.

Happy Thanksgiving!

"Important Blogger–That's an Oxymoron."

One of the threads that weaves through Douglas Coupland’s apocalyptic novel concerns blogging. (Yes, Generation A is apocalpytic in that it portrays the end of the world as we know it–and, thanks to a Prozac-like drug, we feel fine.)

Each of the main characters in Coupland’s story tells his/her own stories. One character tells a story of a young man who has lost the story of his life. The implication is clear: springing from our obsession with fame, we all look for the story of our lives. Unfortunately, with nothing real left in life, we can’t find one. We use our extreme sports and death-defying feats in attempts to bring fame-worthy excitement into our lives.

In the story of the young man who has lost his story, the following exchange occurs between a woman at the Learning Annex, where this young man has gone for lessons in something interesting (bungee jumping, Tae Bo), and the young man (it begins with Craig, our young man in question):

"I thought maybe Tae Bo would loan my life a unique narrative edge."

The woman–whose name was Bev–said, "Craig, the hardest things in the world are being unique and having your life be a story. In the old days, it was much easier, but our modern fame-driven culture, with its real-time 24-7 marinade of electronic information, demands a lot from modern citizens, and poses great obstacles to narrative. Truly modern citizens are both charismatic and [sic] can only respond to other people with charisma. To survive, people need to become self-branding charisma robots . . . So, in a nutshell, given the current media composition of the world, you’re pretty much doomed to being uninteresting and storyless."

"But I can blog my life! I could turn it into a story that way!"

"Blogs? Sorry, but all those blogs and vlogs or whatever’s out there–they just make being unique harder. The more truths you spill out, the more generic you become."

(I’d give you a page number, but Kindle doesn’t list page numbers.)

To add to this evidence, I read an article in The New Yorker the other day about media, specifically in regards to Obama. This article also pointed out the (negative) consequences to this 24-7 media marinade, which disallows journalists from getting any real story. Several times, especially when quoting Obama communications administration, they referred to the narrative Obama wanted to communicate, or the narrative of Americans. Have we become so self-aware of our own story that we can no longer let it unfold naturally? What are the implications of this?

(Side note: These past weeks, we all watched the events in Haiti, blogging, twittering, perhaps watching a rescue on TV. I’m happy to see our concern for another nation, but I wonder how much is true concern and how much is it safe concern? If our sympathies are real, why not spend time on a weekly basis in homeless shelters, orphanages, and nursing homes, entering into their suffering?)

While these Neil Postman-esque prophesies unfurl around us, I don’t believe this means we abandon blogs (obviously, or I’d be using this post to say Goodnight, Gracie). Ruth Haley Barton warns us against accepting technologies without evaluation. This doesn’t mean we all don Amish garb. It means we better know how things affect us–our Christianity, our communities, our families, our work, our play. We can’t all become Wendell Berrys. Because of blogging, I’ve found other writers, knitters, gardeners, poets, and photographers (as well as a slew of other artists) who have encouraged me in these endeavors. I’ve discovered friends who have encouraged my spirituality. If I consider creativity and spirituality (not entirely different entities, by the way) to be essential to humanity, than blogging has shaped me in positive ways.

But I also have been obsessed with finding my own niche, my own small pond in which to be famous. I’ve asked, how can I be unique in this space? What is my brand?

I suppose we approach this as we do everything: with mixed motives. I am neither purely good nor entirely corrupt. I am saint and sinner. Coupland’s comments and The New Yorker‘s article remind me to always pay attention to the whats, whys, hows, and consequences, to not do things willy-nilly just because I want to. And that’s a good thing.

Thoughts? Reactions? Poison?

Print between the lines: Title quote from Bones (Sealy Booth)


Artuality: A Festival of Art and Life

Introducing a new monthly festival on art and life!

Art has been a shaping force in my life. Through art, I encounter God, am challenged to think in new ways, and see new perspectives. Art influences my spirituality, my art, and my life.

I have a feeling I’m not the only one who experiences art in this way.

Hence, Artuality.

Artuality is a festival for artists and art lovers to share the place of art in their lives. Every month we’ll focus on a different art form. You can share how this form or a particular piece done in that medium influenced you by writing about it, telling a story, composing a song, penning a poem, or sharing a painting, photography, a quilt, a new recipe (I especially encourage you to bring the recipe to my house so I can try it out!), a collage, a sculpture (Play Doh, marble, clay–whatever your favorite medium) or any other art form you love or want to try.

This month is paintings. It can be a painting you’ve seen at a museum or gallery, a painting you’ve done, or the one your son hung on the fridge.

You can put up your post at any time during the month. When your post is up, add it to Mr. Linky below. Please also leave a comment when you add to Mr. Linky so I know when it’s there. If you don’t have a blog and want to participate, feel free to use the comments below.

Also, if you’d like to put in your post the Artuality badge and link to this post so others can join the fun, feel free to grab the Artuality badge or you can use this html for the Artuality image and link: <a title="Artuality: A Festival of Art and Life" target="_blank" href="/content/artuality%3A-festival-art-and-life"><img src="/files/images/artuality.jpg" width="218" height="188" /></a>

Learn more about the impetus behind Artuality by watching the video below. The video is less than one minute and features a painting Chris and I bought in April (part of the accidental auction–except this one we bought on purpose).

I’ll post my Artuality tomorrow. I can’t wait to see how art’s influenced your lives!



The Naked Life

While I do believe clothing to be an evil that may or may not be necessary, no worries, this post has nothing to do with physical nakedidity (50 points for knowing which character in my favorite TV show used this term often).

It has to do with Isaiah (who did go naked for some amount of time based on God’s command–oh, the crazy things prophets do) and yesterday’s sermon.

Yesterday, the priest preached from Isaiah 30, about this idea of our running around trying to do things our way. Maybe we don’t see it as doing it our way. Maybe we see it as trying to do good things for God.

That’s how I see it, at least.

I’m speaking of my speaking. I feel called to do this speaking ministry thing. Only things don’t always go as I think they should. So I run around, "God, shouldn’t you use me this way!" and "God! This would be perfect…for your kingdom, of course." But God says,

 

If you repented and patiently waited for me, you would be delivered; if you calmly trusted in me you would find strength, but you are unwilling.

 

Oh, Israel loved to do things their own way, didn’t they? It started with their father Abraham, who went to wait-for-it, Egypt, leaving the Promised Land, and deceived Pharaoh, saying Abe’s wife was his sister. In Isaiah, the Israelites, all in a tither about some problem or another, decided to go to here-it-is-again, Egypt (except now, they had this history with Egypt–Egypt had held them in slavery for 400 years).

And God said, "I’m waiting for you guys to come to me." Isaiah said,

For this reason the Lord is ready to show you mercy; he sits on his throne, ready to have compassion on you. Indeed, the Lord is a just God; all who wait for him in faith will be blessed.

 

He’s waiting for me to stop running tracks in my rug. I’m not arguing that suddenly my ministry would be blessed with millions of people if I do this. But I think it’s about my relationship with God and submitting to him and doing things his way, whatever that means.

That’s what I learned from the sermon yesterday. Because I’m weary. And God gives rest.

What i Like about You

It happened again, but I had already gotten out of bed half a dozen times to sit on the toilet and jot down on my notepad the bits and pieces of stories that paced my mind like a caged tiger. So when the idea for a savvy post and even savvier title (it was a song that fit perfectly, that much I remember) came to me at 12:47, I repeated it three times in my head and fell asleep. I swore I’d remember, knowing I wouldn’t. Instead, I’m writing to you to tell you that I had a post par excellence. The fans will never know.
How about this? I’ll list five things I love about my life. That will make us feel better all around.

  1. My sexy husband who holds me when I’m crying though he doesn’t understand why (though I don’t understand why) and thinks I’m crazy (which I may very well be). Oh, and the fact that he actually makes me feel beautiful (an amazing feat; I think he believes me to be beautiful) makes me love him all the more.
  2. My family. I grew up in a family that demonstrated faith in God when it didn’t make sense. This was one of the greatest lessons I ever learned. And now there’s my husband’s family, which is my family too. A greater in lawed (pardon me, my hyphen key went out) situation cannot be known.
  3. My baby. You might think this my grand pregnancy annoucement. Curses on both your houses! This is my baby grand. As much as I love Chris, I’d be hard pressed to decide between the two. ;)
  4. Music. Not just the above, but the soundtrack that runs in my head. I love it.
  5. Writing. Back to bragging on Chris. He’s the one who told me that I should look into doing this, really doing this, as in attempting published status (this drat hyphen key!). And then, to further support me, he said sure! Quit the office job. Teach private lessons and write all you want! (Even though this leaves us meager financially.) And I love it. Almost every bit. Almost. When I first started the fiction venture, I worried about coming up with new stories. Now, I fear not getting them all out, the stories and the characters, before I explode.

Thanks for indulging me. What do you love about your life?