popinjay

As an artist, confidence is a tricky thing. It means being able to take criticism, knowing when to change your work based on that criticism and when to smile and ignore it. It means knowing when to hold back and polish and when to risk the public eye. It means knowing when to trash a piece and when to hold on to it for dear life. It means pressing on in the midst of rejections. And more rejections. Sometimes it means knowing when to compose silences and rest from your art.

Find more photos portraying confidence here.

Also, my piano's name is Claire. 

Sometimes I amuse myself.

Check out other Popinjay photos on this week's Breathtaking theme.

I have English blood in me. A lot of it. And with that comes the tradition of afternoon tea. I remember when I was growing up going to my grandmother's house almost daily with my mom for tea time.

My mom and I carry on that tradition, albeit in an unconventional way. Since we live 3 hours apart, we call each other for tea time almost every day.

Now I have three sets to choose from for my picture today, but the decision was easy. My grandmother's tea cups and my tea set from Czech are packed in a closet. This miniature set, however, resides on my coffee table (funny that the tea set sits on the coffee table).

So any time you crave a cup of tea (my mom prefers chai; I prefer either Irish or English breakfast tea), feel free to join us.

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Note: For this picture, I had to shower early. On days I don't have to teach, I usually don't shower until my husband calls to let me know he's on his way home from work. This is particularly painful in summer in Texas as I carry the stench from my morning workout throughout the day. Laziness. Pure laziness.

Now, I know what you're thinking. She's reading. What's so bizarre about that? But, dear cyber friend, it's not the fact that I'm reading. It's what I'm reading.

actual books from my shelves

Growing up, I read anything I could get my hands on--Janette Oke, Agatha Christie, The Count of Monte Cristo, shampoo bottles. But I categorically refused two genres: sci-fi (although fantasy, such as Madeleine L'Engle and C.S. Lewis were okay--I was a good Christian girl, after all) and horror.

Then I met The Man Who Would Become My Husband (dibs on the title). During his formative years, his family (prompted by his grandmother, if I have the story correctly) bonded over Star Trek. (Note: he never attended a conference or dressed as a character.) He still loves Star Trek and most things sci-fi. This was almost a Deal Breaker for us. After all, sci-fi is weird. (I turned a blind eye to the books I loved in high school, namely Brave New World, Fahrenheit 451, and The Illustrated Man. Also to the fact that Sweeney Todd is and has been my favorite musical. Song and dance do wonders of covering up seriel killers.) Before we met, I had watched a handful of X-Files episodes at a friend's house and part of one of the Star Trek movies (although all I remember is whales being beamed up, Scottie; I think I hid in the kitchen under the auspices of socializing for most of the movie).

Then he made me watch some, and I have to admit (albeit begrudgingly) that some of the shows I've added to my faves list are of the sci-fi genre. Like Eureka (my foray into sci-fi because of the main character who says things like "So why don't we just call it a death ray" to the crazy scientist who gives said death ray an even crazier scientific name. You had to be there). And Firefly. And, yes, Battlestar Galactica. 

Fine. Some sci-fi, weird though it may be, is good. Good characters. Good themes. Well-written. Fine.

Then I met one of my two closest writing friends. And, yes, she writes horror. Good horror. Good characters. Good themes. Well-written. (Have I mentioned that another fave TV show is Dexter? I don't know if that constitutes as horror, but it's about a seriel killer, and there's lots of blood. And no song and dance.) (Oh, and this particular close writing friend happens to be the instigator of Popinjay. As well as a lot of trouble.)

Sigh. Is there no respect for a person's prejudice these days?

The other close writing friend? She writes paranormal. (Really there's no point in linking to her blog here since she only blogs as often as I meet a friendly squirrel. That's rare, folks, to clarify. Rare.)

I'm not sure what it says about me that the two of my fellow writers who get me most are horror and paranormal specialists.

So thanks to these influences, I've expanded my horizons, and all that jazz. The extent of this insanity: I even have a sci-fi and a horror story in me. (Both from my dreams, which have always been vivid and horrific. Last night's dream featured a purple python who ate a small boy. For someone with a phobia to that particular [and Satanic] reptile, this is as horrifying as it gets.)

And there you have it, folks. Why a picture of me reading H.G. Wells and Stephen King is bizarre.

This post has been sponsored by Popinjay, a fine roundup of amateur photographers everywhere (and who isn't an amateur photographer these days?). This week's word: bizarre.

She slides into base, and she steals second!

For the second week, I've stolen Popinjay from Michelle to host here. The team's after me, so I don't expect my glory will last much longer. I'm on the run. Bound to end up with Al Capone, John Dillinger, and Bonnie.

Until then, let's enjoy the show, shall we?

A reminder about Popinjay, as defined by Michelle:

pop⋅in⋅jay--noun--a person given to vain, pretentious displays and empty chatter.

In other words, blogging.

Isn't that what this personal blogging is all about? Me. Me. Me. For this photo challenge, that's perfect. We're going to dig inside of ourselves and do some concept photography.

I'm going to give you a word and you're going to take a photo of something that describes the concept of the word. 

And, again, no silly rules about pictures you can or can't use, such as kids or pets.

Today's word: gaudy.

From dictionary.com:

gaud·y

–adjective, gaud·i·er, gaud·i·est.
1. brilliantly or excessively showy: gaudy plumage.
2. cheaply showy in a tasteless way; flashy.
3. ostentatiously ornamented; garish.

I have to admit, I struggled with this one (which is why I'm posting a day late). No one thinks of themselves as gaudy (unless I piled on all my scarves), so a self-portrait was out. Neither do we think our own homes gaudy.

Then I remembered, the adjective gaudy was derived from the man Gaudi, a Spanish architect most known for his (unfinished) cathedral in Barcelona, La Sagrada Família.

So, in keeping with the architectural aspect, I give you my offering of gaudy.

And, as a bonus, the architectural piece my niece and I built:

Cue The Bourne Identity theme song. Or any other music that intimidates covert ops, high-speed chases, and MacGuyver-like intelligence on steroids.

I stole Popinjay from Michelle Pendergrass.

For those of you unfamiliar with the weekly Popinjay Photo Challenge, here's the explanation Michelle gives:

pop⋅in⋅jay--noun--a person given to vain, pretentious displays and empty chatter.

In other words, blogging.

Isn't that what this personal blogging is all about? Me. Me. Me. For this photo challenge, that's perfect. We're going to dig inside of ourselves and do some concept photography.

I'm going to give you a word and you're going to take a photo of something that describes the concept of the word. 

Michelle gives one rule:

You may not use pictures of your children and/or pets.

Seeing as how Popinjay is mine (all mine! mwuhahaha) for the next two weeks, by all means, use any pictures of your children and/or pets you'd like. Rules, schmules.

Today's word: joyful.

joy·ful
[joi-fuhl]
–adjective
1. full of joy, as a person or one's heart; glad; delighted.
2. showing or expressing joy, as looks, actions, or speech.
3. causing or bringing joy, as an event, a sight, or news; delightful: the joyful announcement of their marriage.

Sample from the Heather Goodman "Glimpses of the Resurrection" collection:

Ah, my beloved beach. Of course, I'm not picky about beaches (exception: Galvestion, TX--for those of you who have been there, you know what I mean). But Ocean City is the beach of my girlhood. It conjures contrasts of the warmth of the sun on your skin and the cold Atlantic numbing your bones, the salt of the sea air filling your sinuses and the sweetness of Italian water ice on your tongue, the laughter of the crowds and the white silence of the crashing waves.

Ocean City reminds me that God created the earth, that he called it good, and that he will redeem it.

Your turn. Let's see your images of joyful. Please remember to leave a comment when you put up your link to make sure I don't miss you.

 This week's Popinjay is being hosted over at Candid Karina's. Theme = content. So many choices.

Both pictures are from a recent trip to the Dallas Arboretum. The first, my husband took, but since we are one (see wedding vows for proof), I figure it's not cheating. Plus, I took the second picture, so it's all good. 

I know I'm early on this one, but since I'll be traipsing around Chicago on Monday with my best friend, I thought I'd post today.

Every week, Michelle Pendergrass submits a photography challenge. Photograph this word, she says. This week's word: bitter.

Let me tell you the story behind this photo. Several years ago, when my grandparents died, I inherited their record player and a few of their records. At the time, my parents did not have a working record player, so they gave me permission to take their records (with the proviso that I record some of them onto CD so they can listen to them--a project which I admittedly have not done). 

They have no recollection of this conversation.

Once, perhaps twice a year, the records come up in conversation.

"Wait. You have our Beatles records?" Dad will say. Or, "You have my Handel Messiah?"

Yes, Dad. And I explain to him again when he gave me permission to steal, er, take, er borrow? them. Up until now, they sighed and reluctantly agreed to the already agreed upon arrangement.

A few months ago, they bought a new record player. These discussions now take on a whole new meaning.

Hence my picture for bitter.

I left this, our junior snowman, with his carrot nose and broccoli eyes and smile, for a moment to get my camera.

Sneaking a Snack

For the weekly Popinjay Challenge. This week's word: free.

I have not been able to keep up with Michelle's weekly Popinjay Photo Challenge, but I'm able to pop in every once in a while (knee slap for that pun, please).

This week's word: Guilty